Saw "Love Aaj Kal".. And all i could do was cry.. It was almost like seeing my life unfold in front of me.. I remember that scene where Dipika is sitting alone in her flat with just a candle light and crying.. And all I could think was that this is how I am going to end up too.. Alone.. I know that the movie had a happy ending, well it had to.. It's a movie but I don't think my life is going to end up in a happy ending..
I can't believe that life has reached such a stage.. I seemed to have lost so much of me.. It's almost like i have to find my footing all over again.. Never in my life have i wanted to cry and have had no one to call.. Never have i felt so vulnerable.. Never have i looked for a hug and found no one to hug me back :-(
Everyday I hope that things get better.. But they seemed to have just get worse..
