Saturday, May 31, 2008

Failure..In life..

Its weird how i have failed in everything in life that is important..To me or to others..Be it love, friendship, expectations, happiness..everything..
God knows I try, he knows how hard I try to keep those important me, happy..Somehow i have always failed..Whatever I do is either misinterpreted, misunderstood or not understood at all..I know I have my weaknesses..But I do try to not let it come in other's happiness..It is just getting tougher and tougher..Am lost..What to do..I suffocate myself at times..Just feel like running away..I know its a loser attitude..But I seem to have no other solution right now..When will things get simpler..When will I be able to say that i am actually capable of keeping my loved ones happy..

2 comments:

Kris said...

kaun dukhi ho gaya ladki?? itna kyon sochti hai pagal...

Appylicious said...

There is something common between life, love and friendship - they always want more of you than you think you can. Interestingly, love and friendship are probably the only things that you can never failed in - there will always be more of it in your heart and soul, there is never a time when you can not dig out more.
True love never fails - it's like a spring which bounces higher after each low.
True friendship always sails - its like Noah's arc so full of emotions of each kind but its there to survive the big flood.
And life, it always wins. It's like a movie with options for u to make an act for yourself. When you give it all you have you can carry a smile. Because it does not matter whether the audience clap or not, it does not matter whether it makes money or flops, all that matters is that you are you played your part to your heart desire.
With time I have concluded that there are few things that give me happiness and will to fight - respect, responsibility and love for my family. And when I know that I have done all in my capacity to be as true to people I love as possible. And this happiness is not linked to what people think because I know I have and will give everything.

Its a very bumppy ride - I know we will win life allright :)

BTW: Like I have not told u before - YOU ARE THE BEST and the most loving person I have ever met. :)