Its weird how i have failed in everything in life that is important..To me or to others..Be it love, friendship, expectations, happiness..everything..
God knows I try, he knows how hard I try to keep those important me, happy..Somehow i have always failed..Whatever I do is either misinterpreted, misunderstood or not understood at all..I know I have my weaknesses..But I do try to not let it come in other's happiness..It is just getting tougher and tougher..Am lost..What to do..I suffocate myself at times..Just feel like running away..I know its a loser attitude..But I seem to have no other solution right now..When will things get simpler..When will I be able to say that i am actually capable of keeping my loved ones happy..