Have to HAVE TO write today!! Very rarely am I as happy as I am today.. No special day at all.. Just happy.. Had great fun yesterday with friends!! And got flowers from a friend today!! As I said, nothing special or extravagant.. But it’s just nice.. I so love getting flowers.. It is probably the only gift I can get which can cheer me up as much as they do!!

On that happy note, a pessimistic one :-) i hope this continues..

Goodbye 2009...

It feels as if I owe my blog this post..For one last time this year..It’s been one of the toughest years of my life..Have had so much to cope up with..Have fought, both with others and within me..Have lost many important people in my life, even though they are still around..Anyway, I can go on and on about cribbing about my life..But I don’t want to end it this way..What I want to remember of this year is the fact thatt I have made great friends..Have learnt that loneliness is not necessarily bad..Have pushed myself to see my pain threshhold and realised that I am quite strong..Have leant to smile even though what was happening in front of me was one of the saddest things that has happened..Have finally shifted to a job that I believe that I want to do..Have given myself hope J (sounds very cliched na!)..But in the end..This year has been worth every second..Happy or otherwise..