Ok.. Lets face the truth.. I am scared.. Actually so scared that i don't remember the last time i slept for an hour without waking up.. Life is revolving much much faster that i can catch up with.. Though i do feel that i am trying to get a grip on things, but its really tough.. How does one make oneself stop feeling something you feel so much! I guess i need to learn to make my mind rule my emotions.. And not vice versa!

Anyway.. As my gmail status message says.. It'll get better.. I hope..