I can't believe that i am writing a blog..If u know me, you'd know that i am not your "average" writing type of girl!!But i realised..I don't know what..But i just know that i realised..
I have no complaints against anything..I don't regret anything..I might not feel it at that particular moment, but in hindsight, I have always felt that..I, like everyone, has these moments in life where i feel that life is being biased against me, but it has given me everything i deserved..Both good and bad..I am not an idealist..I believe every relationship has fights..I believe that u have to cry to laugh..I believe that people have hurt me, but i have hurt them more..Right or wrong..I don't care..
I am the sort of person who is content having just a couple of friends who i can trust blindly..People mistake me for being arrogant..I am a little (i also believe that it is necessary to have a "little" arrogance, though "little" is open for negotiations!) but i am not as bad as people think i am..Please don't mistake this as being a clarification of who i am or a justification of any kind, coz its not..I care for very few people in this world..And its their opinion only which counts..Rest..Well.......
I am terribly complicated..And confused..But if i love you, i will do everything for you..I like to believe that i don't expect people to understand me but then i would be lying..I am selfish..Who isn't..But i try to not let that come in between of anyones happiness..I know i have failed in loads of relationships..People won't believe me, but i have tried to give my best..I am not good enough for them i guess..
I know i have a terrible temper..And i know i say things when i am angry that i don't mean..But, though i am working on it, I don't think its improving much..I like to crib..I believe its everyones right!!But i know i am satisfied..
I am not trying to portray myself as being anything..A friend just said that i am being too candid here..I don't think anyone cares enough to even read this..Just another attempt..To untangle myself..
8 comments:
welcome to the blogging world... it helps somehow... but i quit.. too much of an effort :D might start off again someday..
looking forward to some more justifications :P
happy blogging :)
:) Simply You!
ur lovely the way r!!its good tht ur writing wht u cant say otherwise..and babe thts u..
Sometimes you feel like reedeming yourself , for everythin....
being candid about feelings is just making one step closer to it..
@krishna..thx!response is a lil late i knw..still..
@ak..:-)
@suchi..love u babe..
@abhishek..thanks..i hope it does!
It will,
worst part about life and its experience is u grow up too fast.Life's abattoir opens our soul to the world which we never wanted to see, and sometimes one fine morning we all are different individuals(one we never wanted to be)....
This abberation of what we were and what we finally are what astronishes the world...As if we wanted to be different people, as if we know that we are now different people...then again its nice to see the different US...
Thanx we have grown up.:)
hey friend listen to this..plz dont mind what i hv to say....u sound so defensive when ur trying to explain urself...ur defensive..means ur trying to protect...means something needs to be protected..means something is weak....means ur at wrong side....so dont try and explain who are u,,,why u r so.....and u knw what .....we cant be gud to all..no1 can but what sets us apart is when we try to be gud to those whom we dont like..who has done us wrong...to the one who is meek and alone....
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