It's weird..But it actually feels nice writing a blog..Its kinda fun seeing what u think in writing!!About my blog of yesterday, Krishna said,"it was a candid expression... i liked it a lot... reminded me of the shraddha i once knew so well"..Have i changed that much that people don't recognise me anymore or have i just stopped talking..I don't know..I do get complaints all the time that i don't talk..But i do!!I am not much of a talker anyway..But i tell everything i can..
There are only a few people in this world whom i can tell almost everything to(actually its just one person now) but even that everything is "censored"..There are loads of emotions i feel that i can't even tell him..Not because i wanna hide anything or coz i am ashamed of those feelings, but it's sort of inherent in me..I can't tell anyone everything..And it does suffocate me..But i am trying to improve that!!I guess this is mainly coz i am tired of being judged..And ultimately i have realised that there are things better not talked about..I know i can solve them within me, and even if i can't, atleast that other person doesn't get hurt..I know i will manage with it..This is one of the few benefits of being a single child..You learn to live with yourself and be happy too..
Maybe years have changed me..Maybe i have become more of an introvert,more cynical..But how should that matter..I am still me.....And i still like me..I hope "you" do too..... :)
2 comments:
u know everybody changes... its just that whether ppl accept it or not..
part of growing up is keeping your emotions to yourself and i believe in that...so its ok now that u dont talk... i know i can live with that :)
Change is inevitable...
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