NO..i have no fascination with death..But unfortunately, i have been constantly reminded of that since the past few months..It's like god kicks me every few days to remind me that life is so frail..It's just the matter of one second..One second...And your whole life can turn upside down..You every dream can be shattered..Your every hope of happiness is crushed..it's like THE END..Of everything........
Death scares me..Not mine..That i don't care about..But of people i love..I have had to go through this once..I don't know if i have the strength to go through it again..When manu died..All i could think then was, what must chachi being going through..What must his girl friend being going through..I guess that is why it is taking me so long to accept this death..But my point is, I don't think i am strong enough to go through that..If something happened to those few i love, i will probably go crazy..Death is too permanent for me to take..For everyone i guess..All i wanna say is..God bless Ricky..And everyone who is in the heavens..You all will be missed..
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i have never been the kind of person who knows what to say and what not to say to the bereaved.. i have always felt awkward in such situations... these lines can sum up what i wud feel...
"I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
You were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me"
taken from the song "In loving memory" by alter bridge
"death is an art like everything else is, and i do it exceptionally well"
sylvia plath
i doubt if u knw her, she killed herself wen she was young...she just wanted to feel death...
Dear, death is real but I do hope that there will be a time when we all re-unite and be astonished as if awoken from a deep slumber...till then hope that this dream be as sweet as "midsummer night dream"...peace.
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