I am weird..I really am..I don't know if its commonplace(rather i hope this isn't commonplace) but i am scared..Scared..Scared of being happy..Every time i can feel that feeling creeping up on me, its like warning bells sound in my head!!Shraddha!!You can't be happy!!My mind then drifts away to all those reasons for which i have to be sad about..And hence..I am back to square one..Don't confuse me..I am not in depression or anything like that!!But i believe that one cries as much as one laughs (did u notice that i said "one cries" before "one laughs"??)Anyway..So laughing scares me..Every time it makes me think that i will have to cry one day to square it!!What a terrible way to live life na..Actually its not as bad as it sounds..I am ok..But sometimes i feel that "mid- age crisis" has come to me a little too early in life..I guess i just need peace..And stability in life..I hope this changes soon re!!
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hey take it this way... u already did your share of crying now and what is left is just the happy times... u only said "cries" before "laughs" right?? :) so open your arm wide and embrace the happy future.... peace and stability are on the way :)
I have no clue about what you have been through... but I thought I would let you know that problems are never as bad as they seem at first. Hang in there and it will get brighter.. it always does.. so Cheers !!!
may be i understand what you are talking about...there are some people who give pain/sorrow a special place? the bad things neevr leave u...keep coming back to u after unequal intervals of time...
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