Last week was such a mess..I don't know why god is punishing Appy for all my mistakes!I deserve to go through so much..Not him..He has never even hurt a fly!!And the worst is that i couldn't be with him when he wanted me the most.I know he will never forgive me for this..But i didn't know what to do..I wish i was there..I wish it was me instead of him..It hurts..

One year..........Forever to go..

It's gonna be one year..Can't believe that call was one year back!At some level, I still don't believe that you are not around..I still don't believe that you are not going to pick up my call when I call you..So much has changed over the last year..But somethings don't change..Time hasn't made the pain any lesser..Or any more bearable..I don't know where you are or how you are..Just want you to know that I LOVE YOU more than anything else in the world and i hope that you are in peace..Manyu..I miss you terribly..I wish you were here re..I so wish you were here..