Life is weird..It makes you miss people you never thought you would..I just dropped two of my friends at the station..Spent almost a week with them..Never knew that one quality week with them could change how i see each of those relationships..Things weren't great between us..But now there feels no need to sort them out..As she said, "Let bygones be bygones"..I guess time HAS come to move on..To accept the past and move on!!Things change..So do relationships..Why do i like to hang on to ones that are not meant to be and close myself to those which probably deserve much more than i give them??This loses me at times..How can i be so naive..I amaze myself!!I need to learn to give up and give in..Not waste my life on people who don't care about me..I was telling Krishna today that in every past relationship of mine,however much i have been hurt, i still look back on them and smile..Frankly they don't even deserve it..But i do..This makes me feel weak..I should be angry,hurt,disappointed..I guess i am all of those..But they tend to take a back seat!!
Life is sad..It makes you realise that you probably didn't give due time and dedication to relationships that warranted for such much more..I wish i had been more forgiving and understanding..I wish i had given people another chance..They certainly deserved it..My life would have been very different today if i had done any of that..But i guess it is better late than never..Hopefully i wont make the same mistakes again..
Life is weakness..It makes you realise that every emotion that you go through is coz you have a weakness for that..Love, hate, success, failure, anger, happiness...Everything..Everything is a weakness..That is why i say..Having a weakness isn't bad..Actually it's good..Makes you live and feel every moment of it!!One would be dead if one wasn't weak..
Life is subjective..You might not agree to anything i just said..And that is perfect..There is no equation for life..I guess that is what makes people want to live..
2 comments:
however hard u might try, u cant actually let it go... u have to accept things the way they r and learn to be ok with it.. one +ve which comes from the past the past is that u learn a lot and that is something which u shud be grateful about...
had a wonderful time with you this past week and it will be a moment to cherish... :)
Life is not sad. Life is but.. just life; its what you make of it. I love the way u express yourself. All i can say is always be true to yourself, than u can be what is more important.. happy within.. come what may.
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